Pain

Yes... This is the feelings i've felt before.

This is familiar...
Words without intention,
Emotions without commitment,
Petty feelings that make me weak...
I ain't falling.

Just drifted back to where it started.
I'm just complicating every feelings
That swims by...
I've left simplicity long time ago.
Can't turn back anymore...
With what strength i have now,
I'm just not capable to
Be strong now...

To admit this feeling within,
Sounds absurd.
Because i was always denying nonsense
Like.. love.
Well, i am in love.
With a shadow,
A hopeless dream,
Empty wish,
Troublesome pain.

Come what may...
Cause it'll all be the same.
Till i feel what's real again,
I might as well acknowledge that
Love... is pain.

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