Holding on to rejection .
- I cried, I was stupid -
Constantly defeated by false hope.
It was all well in the beginning.
But turned devil in the end...
Not that i did not expect it .
Just givin my last of the lasts
of strength... to try to hope
oh. How i enjoy and hate the pain .

You looked at me, but didn't bother.
You listened but... you didn't care.
Sanity overwhelmed by emotions.

beauty can only be seen in pain.
Thats me. Tragic. To be so dead for nothin..
Dried up. I love... pain.